Aha. I figured out what’s the problem with me. Simply put, I’m half-fucked. Stuck halfway between the 乖乖 boy, and the chao ah beng. Tho self declared beng/fucked-up/asshole, I know I’m actually far from it. But I cannot be considered as a good boy either. I figure that I want the posh feel/look of being atas, but yet I want to be punk. The fact is, it’s unlikely that I can be either. Thus, I end up half fucked in between. So in the end, I’m just a childish boy who thinks that he knows about life and experienced it all, yet actually he knows nothing at all.
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