I have done my best

I have done my best, really. We have already known that it was too huge to handle since the start, yet foolishly we hoped that we can cut it somehow. Too much of misplaced trust, so much of inexperience; it was not meant to be.

The only consolation now is all the lessons learned thus far. Although it is not going to end well at all, we have all learned so much in all the rubbish that we have been thru. This, in some sense, is also an accomplishment; an accomplishment that perhaps no one else understands.