I find myself in an increasingly stressful position
recently, increasing stress due to the trusts by so many around me.
Trust is a very powerful thing, it is one thing to gain
others’ trusts, but another thing to sustain it.
I’m afraid that I may have over committed. Before I know it,
I find the weight of the responsibilities which comes from trusts crushing down
on my shoulders. The fear of letting people down is horrible.
I had a small taste of how his position probably feels like.
Salesman often promise the world, but gives you bullshit.
That is called false trust. I will not allow that to happen to me. I hope only
for the strength to carry the weight, to shine out and fulfill my destiny as
the promising young man impression that I have sold.
